i know that 7 march was the date i given myself,to stop thinking abt u,to throw u out of my mind and heart.

now,9 march, and i think i failed to do so.becox thrs still too much of ur shadow ard.

everytime i pass by ave 2, will remind me of the mrnings, whr i will see u in my haven wake up mode..n hop onto ur bike for a nice windy chilly ride to wrk.

everytime i take my house lift, will remind me of the few times i was tipsy/upset n u took the lift up w me..

everytime i use my laptop, will remind me of the times u were at my place, wanted to use laptop but somehow,everytime,my laptop failed to work.only when u want to use,it mulfunction lol.

everytime at chomp2, will remind me of the many times u came all the way from the west just to eat dinner.

everytime inside movie theatre, when i laugh way too hard, will remind me of u,how u will grab hold of me trying to ask me to calm down..

everytime when i happen to be at places i been w u,i will be emo for a while.thrs too many places we been to...

everything that linked to u,will remind me of u..bleah.

and too many places we said we wld go tgt..n nr will now.

and i have yet to taste the super nice maggie mee w cheese,u said u will cook for me next time.

falling for u was unexpected...its hard to let go but i will eventually,i mean i have to,right?

we know pretty much abt each other,we share our joy and sorrows,we tok abt random things etcetc,n now, i know i cldnt do that again since u got a gf..plus now,we are strangers and i seriously duno why.


命运让我遇见了你，却没将此刻的短暂，变成永久。

sometimes i still wonder, u really treat me as a very gd fren during those days?u really nr ever had a slightest liking for me? but i guess, i wldnt noe the answers anymre.

i cant blame u, cox u nr said u like me etc...but can i blame u for misleading me???since those things u did are really misleading?

i wldnt let myself be so...naive again...now i learnt that, guys who treat u ultra nice doesnt mean they like u...they just treat u like gd buddy.

but i really...arghh! he knows clearly how i dun believe guys...how i lost faith in all guys..that gd guys dun exists..and wun be so close w just ANY guys..n i was so close to him etc..

and he proved to me that i am right again, all guys are just the same...i thot he was diff...but he turned out the same...maybe he did not mean to..bt still..

worse still, even if u got her as ur gf, why do u nit to treat me like u duno me,i am a stranger????

even when we walk pass each other, u din even said hi to come n disturb me...like how we use to!the way u look at me, is like so cold...or somewhat,it give me the feeling that u felt...guilty??or rather u duno how to face me??

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