.Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ' 7:24 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
first day on the way to the site,w the girls i canot live without~
we went to rot at cine again..watching dvd
mich..another dearie (: lucky i have got cara,sab and mich
new haircut!yes i know i cut it not long ago..hahah
anyway.today is full of crap.i dun wana tok abt it anymore.
hopefully on 25th will really be staying in the hotel.
i am so afraid to get closer to you,to fall for u any deeper.
when i see u heartbroken..my heart hurts as well.
everytime i want to give up on guys,suddenly one wld appear..n the ending is the same...
.Sunday, April 11, 2010 ' 5:19 AM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
at the shabu place.10th april
always nice meeting them (:
zi lian at the pinnacle@duxton.damn nice place.super windy.
i wana stay here toooooo!
anyway.
i was damn damn emo today.
i dun think its becox i am sick.
maybe its partly cox i din had enuff slp.throat was damn itchy n damn,cldnt slp yest until 5am plus then mananged to slp!
but mainly becox..
while chatting w won yestd, i was also thinking abt the same thing.
i give my all to those i cherish and treasure.but what do i get in return?some ppl just make use of me.some treat me like grass.some take me for granted.of cox these ppl are minority..thankfully majority treat me just as nice (:
am i fated,to only be frens with guys i like?seems like i am always falling for wrong category of guys.. after watching 'wo cai',i think girls can be equally cool too!more attractive than guys.ok this thinking was on going for quite long.i dun deny that girls attract my attention more.
and i wonder,what isit that i have that attracts those minority guys to like me..i wish the guys i like are the minority who like me.haha!what isit that i am lacking?i really losing confidence in myself..
